一個人/ Alone

傍晚，離開世貿後去了誠品
想著去B2美食區用餐
晚餐時段大半位子都坐有人
好不容易尋著一個空位，但因為只自己一人，怕點了餐回來，座位已不是空位。。。
只好請旁邊一位先生幫我"看"一下
「不好意思，因為我就一個人，麻煩你了」我說
點了餐回來，發現那位先生好心的坐在我的位子上幫我占位子，他的太太和小孩站在一旁陪他。。。
等到取餐牌自鳴器響了示意我可以前去取餐時，同樣的問題又來了
這回我拜託坐在面前的兩位年輕小姐幫我
一樣的話。。。
「不好意思，因為我就一個人...」
一個人...一個人...
我是不是註定了就這樣，餘生一直都是「一個人」？
可不可以，不要，一個人？

The food court at Eslite book store...
It's dinner time, almost of seats were occupied.
I found a seat for myself eventually. But...
I was alone. I ensured the seat would be occupied after I went to order my meal, so I asked for a favor to a guy next to the seat.
"...cuz I am alone...", I said, it's the reason, and it's the truth too.
He smiled, and kindly helped me...with his family.
Then, once again, same thing occurred when I got to get the meal I ordered.
This time, I asked for a help to the two young girls who seated in front of me.
Same words came out of my mouth..."...cuz I am alone..."

Is it my destiny to be alone in the rest of my life?
Can I have other options?