2016年3月14日 星期一

一個人/ Alone

傍晚,離開世貿後去了誠品
想著去B2美食區用餐
晚餐時段大半位子都坐有人
好不容易尋著一個空位,但因為只自己一人,怕點了餐回來,座位已不是空位。。。
只好請旁邊一位先生幫我"看"一下
「不好意思,因為我就一個人,麻煩你了」我說
點了餐回來,發現那位先生好心的坐在我的位子上幫我占位子,他的太太和小孩站在一旁陪他。。。
等到取餐牌自鳴器響了示意我可以前去取餐時,同樣的問題又來了
這回我拜託坐在面前的兩位年輕小姐幫我
一樣的話。。。
「不好意思,因為我就一個人...」
一個人...一個人...
我是不是註定了就這樣,餘生一直都是「一個人」?
可不可以,不要,一個人?

The food court at Eslite book store...

It's dinner time, almost of seats were occupied.
I found a seat for myself eventually. But...
I was alone. I ensured the seat would be occupied after I went to order my meal, so I asked for a favor to a guy next to the seat.
"...cuz I am alone...", I said, it's the reason, and it's the truth too.
He smiled, and kindly helped me...with his family.
Then, once again, same thing occurred when I got to get the meal I ordered.
This time, I asked for a help to the two young girls who seated in front of me.
Same words came out of my mouth..."...cuz I am alone..."

Is it my destiny to be alone in the rest of my life?

Can I have other options?









2016年3月12日 星期六

The first article, after so many years.....

很久很久沒寫東西了
沒有時間,沒有心情
現在,時間有了,龐雜紊亂的思緒是該整理整理了
是時候,該好好面對自己。。。

It's been a Long Time that I have not written something.
No time, No mood...
Now, I got time. I should organize all of my chaotic thoughts, clean the mess of my life.
It is the time, I got to face myself...